Wednesday, January 27, 2010

wat life is tis??!!

i cant stand it anymore
y don she juz believe me?!!!
she rather believe an outsider
but she DONT BELIEVE ME!!!
i m her daughter man!
i noe she is self-centred
4 most of the time...
but tats nvm 2 me...
but tis time...she dun even believe me?SHE DUN BELIEVE ME?!!
i m guilty...tats wat she thinks...
i dare not tell the truth bcos i m scared of getting scolded...tats wat she thinks....
wat the hell man!!!
m i so childish?
m i tat kind of coward?
wat she think her daughter is?!!!a rat?
oh please.....
n tat man oso lah...
things tat really need 2 b repaired he din ask them 2 do it
but those unimportant things he finshed all oredi...
wat xxxxxxxxx leh...
n there is not even a root 4 him 2 cut...
but he cut a whole garden of grass....
wif his noisy little grass-cutter...
oh man...tat sound...its EXTREMELY annoying!!!
tats y my mum ll b so fed up....
SHIT!!!
even the neighbour is expanding the roof....
OMG!!!!
wat house is tis?
WAT LIFE IS TIS???!!!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

school daysII

huew...
another busy week...
anyway...
started 2 lov Thrusday tis year...
no tuitions...
no taichi practise...
can sleep the whole day long....
woohohoho....
but hor...
everybody in class seems 2 b quite busy tis year...
including me...
haiz...of course lah...
every teacher reminding us about the gigantic PMR date...
as if a god is coming 2 ur school tat day...
lolz d...dun think tat even the national day can b so GRAND lol...
haiz...
but wat can i do...as a NORMAL SEC III student....
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looks lik somebody is doing the silly thing as me 2...
trying 2 4get smn precious....
bcos u hav 2...
wat nonsense...but it is true....
though i failed...
n i noe tat SHE wont b bothering about me...
whether i m died or alive...
but...still...i remember everything about her....clearly in my mind...
cos she is the most important person 2 me...b4...
hope tat the silly fren of mine ll success lol...
i noe it is hard...
n it is quite impossible...frankly....
still...best wishes n luck 2 tis fren lol...
though she said tat she is fine n dun care n blah blah blah...
but i noe it isnt...
not even god can 4get n 4give 2 person so easily...
except when tat person is not tat important 2 u lol....
wat i wanna say is...
''dun stress yorself 2 hard...
dun even force yorself...
if u really cant do it...
juz clear a space in ur heart n let it stay inside...
queitly 4 the rest of ur life...
even u 2 bcom strangers someday...
but ur heart still noe it clearly...
i used 2 hav an unusual fren b4....
he is extremely smart...but dunno how 2 reject others...
he is extremely perfect...but i noe...he is not suitable 4 me...''
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tis fren of mine oso oways wanted 2 leave here...
2 start a new life in other places...
where no one knows her...
hope tat god bless u 2...
n hope tat ur wish ll come true...someday....

Saturday, January 16, 2010

hapi birthday

hahaha...
2days two of my frends' brithday...
one is my god bro...another one is a fren in KL...
wanna wish u 2 here
"Happy Birthday ya~ emerson n my dearest TKX~~"^^
juz sms emerson tis noon...gonna meet him on the first day of New Year...
at TKX's house...haha...
kinda excited d...
gotta meet some of my old frends soon...
xixi...miss them so much^^
but hope tat i wont meet those who i dun wanna c lol...
anyway...i said ''HOPE''...
ya...n i think they ll b going too...2 the gathering...
haiz...cant avoid it lol...but wat can i do...
i ve oredi tried my best...but if we still met each other...
i think i wont b complaining anything about it lol...
i mean...it is fate rite?
so y should i avoid it?y should i b scared of her?
......
i dunno...i really dunno...
4 all these years...wat m i escaping from?
everytime i saw her...y wont i juz call out her name n say hello?
y must i run away? y? y? WHY?
.......
i cant answer it...
i really cant...
but i think time will...
as long as i forget her...
but...still...
i said "THINK"...rite?

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

torturing

huew...finally hav time 2 write blog le...
time were quite tight d these days...
coz hav many things 2 worry about....espacially my younger bro's homework...
haiz...it was not so tiring 2 b his private teacher lah...
at least he ll listen 2 me...
but hor...ur maths hor...hiaz...
it is not bcos of ur teacher...
IT IS THE QUESTION who is making fool of me~~!!!!
WALAO~~~
i hav 2 b vry,vry,extremely careful when doing the paper d lol...
n i dun think even a teacher can solve it...(even though she can>.<)
haiz...careless me...
oways leave sth out in the question...
then make a bunch of foolish mistakes....
555...T.T...my tt teacher often scolds me bcos of it...(actually he is teasing me...)
haiz...y on earth i hav such an 'unusual' tt teacher d~~!!!
555...555...555...T.T...pity me...

Thursday, January 7, 2010

school dayz

2day's the fifth day...after school reopens...
haiz...wanna die tis year...
the first thing tat every taecher came in is stressing us...
"tis year u all r taking part in d graduation test...some oso hav pmr...n we ll b having many activities tis year...u all really hav 2 arrange ur time properly ya..."
"erm...let me tell u hor...the xxx result in the class tat i teach last year hor...is vry xxx d hor...erm...n i think tat u all can do it 2...RIGHT?"
"JMIII REN a~~~less playing in class a~~~we r facing d most IMPORTANT exam tis year~~~dun let me down YEA~~~"
=.=
these r all from our most INTIMATE n UNDERSTANDING teachers...
lolz d...
din thought tat sec 3 students hav 2 bear such a large,huge,enormous,gigantic burden d...
haiz...but wat can i do....except for hardworking....
haiz...haiz...haiz...
i think i should accept my fate le...as a SEC III student...
T.T

Monday, January 4, 2010

school reopen

haha...2day is 04 of Jan...school reopens...
finally...
i din feel any special actually
mayb its bcos i m used 2 tis school oredi
wah...sec 3 now...time really flows lik water...sometimes^^
din realize i hav been in tis school 4 such a long time
it was quite...unbelievable
anyway...still hav 2 admit...i m really old liao...
wuwu...T.T
but nvm...
i hav a bunch of buddies who turn old wif me^^
haha...quite funny 4 us 2 laugh at each other d...
hope tat we can continue 2 b lik tis...
forever...?i think...
impossible rite?
haha...i think so 2...
but nvm...it is a long story...
at least i still hav some time 2 mix wif them^^
hav 2 cherish tis time le...
btw...
we hav changed a new discipline head tis year
an old man...vry vry fierce d old man...
haiz...vry unfortune d lol...
caught by him at the first day...
bcos of the hairstyle..T.T
haiz...haiz...haiz...
dunno how my 2010 ll b....