school is gonna reopen soon
wat a short holiday
kinda meaningless i think
though i know holiday is for us student 2 rest n relax
(really???)
mayb it's bcos of my personality gua
dun prefer relaxing life so much
juz feel tat time is so...wasted
mayb busy life is a better choice
at least...4 me
life which is full wif pressure n tension
ll b a greater driving force 4 me 2 study n cherish my time
but not sitting there n watching at the idiot box 4 the whole day
(tats wat my DEAR papa said...)
haiz...cant my life b more...'happy go lucky'?
juz ik my younger bro
even the sky falls oso non of his business
dun hav 2 worry about anything
wat a paradise...but i think i dun deserve it lol
i n think tat i dun wanna b it too...>.<
haha... juz heard it from a fren tat the end of the world is coming soon
b frank wif tat...i m not so worried if the end really arrived
i ll b happier instead of tat
us human is the one who destroy the earth
n it SHOULD b us who deserve the punishment
end of the world?
is it tat serious?
i dunno... mayb we all ll truely realised it when tat day really come
so..4 now
juz cherish ur time n do wat wo could do
try 2 enrich everyday tat we go through
let ur life b more meaningful
tats wat i mean>.<
so...+u lol...
but still...happy everyday...^^
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
白痴
事情是这样的
去年，我有两个朋友因为报告而闹得不太愉快。
然后绝交了。
说真的，那位坚持要绝交的朋友，真的让我吓了一跳。
她本是个脾气好、尽量顺别人意、避免冲突的女生。
然而，在这件事上，她很固执。
想必是生气了吧！
但，我敢确定，她不是个会为了报告那种小误会而发脾气的人。
甚至还绝交了。
看来，那一定就是另一位朋友的问题了。
.........................................................................................................
今天，我在facebook上看见了这位女生的留言。
写着她不再相信友情，却又要求着解释什么的
在看见那留言时，说真的，我笑了。
但，心里更多的是羡慕。
她，好勇敢。
曾经，我也像她这样，因为无缘无故的绝交而感到不服气、绝望。
但，我却放任它过去。
而她，没有。
她不但毫不掩饰的将事情公诸于世，
还在所有人面前请求了她的原谅。
她，真的好勇敢。
还记得，留言中，有一句话。
‘在facebook上，我们不是朋友，因为我没有勇气’
这句话，让我想起了，‘他’
曾经在facebook上，我看见了‘他’多少次
犹豫、害怕、彷徨，全一拥而上
但，更多的，还是喜悦
为什么我会开心呢？
说真的，我自己也不知道
或许，是我终于有了能够问她原因的机会
或许，是我还奢望能再作朋友也说不定
然而，我至今都没有按下'add as friend’那粒钮
这应该就是她所说的没有勇气吧！
哈哈...曾经还傻得为facebook上的‘他’哭了
现在回想起来，我还真是白痴
但，若事情再重来，我想，我还是会哭吧
还是很痛心地，很痛心地哭
唉，emmy啊emmy，你还真是没出息！
事情过了那么久，人家的心清一清，理一理，
又恢复了那开心又无忧无虑的生活
却只有你傻傻的在原地等着
你，到底还在盼着什么呢？
盼着那个，狠狠的将回忆撕碎，再洒在你脸上的‘他’吗？
还是那个，扮哭吓你，却又一次又一次理直气壮的欺骗你的‘他’呢？
傻瓜！emmy！你是白痴吗？
你是白痴吗？
很抱歉
我得告诉你
在‘他’面前
我的确是个白痴
那个永远永远都在等着‘他’的
白痴
去年，我有两个朋友因为报告而闹得不太愉快。
然后绝交了。
说真的，那位坚持要绝交的朋友，真的让我吓了一跳。
她本是个脾气好、尽量顺别人意、避免冲突的女生。
然而，在这件事上，她很固执。
想必是生气了吧！
但，我敢确定，她不是个会为了报告那种小误会而发脾气的人。
甚至还绝交了。
看来，那一定就是另一位朋友的问题了。
.........................................................................................................
今天，我在facebook上看见了这位女生的留言。
写着她不再相信友情，却又要求着解释什么的
在看见那留言时，说真的，我笑了。
但，心里更多的是羡慕。
她，好勇敢。
曾经，我也像她这样，因为无缘无故的绝交而感到不服气、绝望。
但，我却放任它过去。
而她，没有。
她不但毫不掩饰的将事情公诸于世，
还在所有人面前请求了她的原谅。
她，真的好勇敢。
还记得，留言中，有一句话。
‘在facebook上，我们不是朋友，因为我没有勇气’
这句话，让我想起了，‘他’
曾经在facebook上，我看见了‘他’多少次
犹豫、害怕、彷徨，全一拥而上
但，更多的，还是喜悦
为什么我会开心呢？
说真的，我自己也不知道
或许，是我终于有了能够问她原因的机会
或许，是我还奢望能再作朋友也说不定
然而，我至今都没有按下'add as friend’那粒钮
这应该就是她所说的没有勇气吧！
哈哈...曾经还傻得为facebook上的‘他’哭了
现在回想起来，我还真是白痴
但，若事情再重来，我想，我还是会哭吧
还是很痛心地，很痛心地哭
唉，emmy啊emmy，你还真是没出息！
事情过了那么久，人家的心清一清，理一理，
又恢复了那开心又无忧无虑的生活
却只有你傻傻的在原地等着
你，到底还在盼着什么呢？
盼着那个，狠狠的将回忆撕碎，再洒在你脸上的‘他’吗？
还是那个，扮哭吓你，却又一次又一次理直气壮的欺骗你的‘他’呢？
傻瓜！emmy！你是白痴吗？
你是白痴吗？
很抱歉
我得告诉你
在‘他’面前
我的确是个白痴
那个永远永远都在等着‘他’的
白痴
Saturday, March 13, 2010
HOLIDAY II
went out wif my 'frens' 2day
erm...at least some of them are
popular,cinema,wetex...
nothing special frankly
but...still feel kinda happy d
othough its FAKE
ya...fake frens(some of them)..
fake laughter...
fake conversation...
fake everything...
but
at least i still hav the value 2 let them pretend in front of me
at least...i still worth 2 hav their fake smile
erm...i think tats enough
we shouldn' bother each other
or care about each too much
there's a boundary between us
a dangerous boundary
if any of us accidently cross tat line
PAK~~!
i m sorry...game over
erm...tats the 'me' rite now
the 'me' who learnt sth new from the cruel life
'When u lose sth,u earn sth'
tats how life goes...fair n square
no matter who u r
or where u r from
juz try 2 accept the law
through it...at least..u wont b so depress
or 2 hurt by a bad relationship
so..look wider
life is full wif mysteries
our future is full wif unknows
nobody knows wat ll happen next
so..cherish tis second
cherish the joyful moments
n try 2 ignore things tat ll make u feel awful
life...ll b better lik tis
erm...at least some of them are
popular,cinema,wetex...
nothing special frankly
but...still feel kinda happy d
othough its FAKE
ya...fake frens(some of them)..
fake laughter...
fake conversation...
fake everything...
but
at least i still hav the value 2 let them pretend in front of me
at least...i still worth 2 hav their fake smile
erm...i think tats enough
we shouldn' bother each other
or care about each too much
there's a boundary between us
a dangerous boundary
if any of us accidently cross tat line
PAK~~!
i m sorry...game over
erm...tats the 'me' rite now
the 'me' who learnt sth new from the cruel life
'When u lose sth,u earn sth'
tats how life goes...fair n square
no matter who u r
or where u r from
juz try 2 accept the law
through it...at least..u wont b so depress
or 2 hurt by a bad relationship
so..look wider
life is full wif mysteries
our future is full wif unknows
nobody knows wat ll happen next
so..cherish tis second
cherish the joyful moments
n try 2 ignore things tat ll make u feel awful
life...ll b better lik tis
HOLIDAY
holidays arrived, finally...
waited so long 4 tis
finally hav a chance 2 take a break le
at least..tats wat i think
but i found out not
school homework...
sports day practise...
malay forum script...
extra self-advance exercises...
man...tats driving me mad>.<
but...i know i can over come it
i hav the ability
so i shouldn't blame or grumble anything
its my duty 2 study rite?
b4 adjusting myself 2 a new enviroment
all i can do is 2 upgrade myself 2 a higher level
tats 4 my future...
i wished i was able 2 do greater things
but not being bothered by some kind of silly problems
there's nothing we cant solve
there's nothing 'I' cant solve
as long as i m willing 2 work hard
i wont give up
n i don wanna let my parents being worried about me
i m a big girl now...
not a burdensome child...
though i know it needs a lot of hard work 2 prove it
but i ll try my best
n i hope tat i could continue doing it...
tats all i can do
4 me...my parents...n my future...
waited so long 4 tis
finally hav a chance 2 take a break le
at least..tats wat i think
but i found out not
school homework...
sports day practise...
malay forum script...
extra self-advance exercises...
man...tats driving me mad>.<
but...i know i can over come it
i hav the ability
so i shouldn't blame or grumble anything
its my duty 2 study rite?
b4 adjusting myself 2 a new enviroment
all i can do is 2 upgrade myself 2 a higher level
tats 4 my future...
i wished i was able 2 do greater things
but not being bothered by some kind of silly problems
there's nothing we cant solve
there's nothing 'I' cant solve
as long as i m willing 2 work hard
i wont give up
n i don wanna let my parents being worried about me
i m a big girl now...
not a burdensome child...
though i know it needs a lot of hard work 2 prove it
but i ll try my best
n i hope tat i could continue doing it...
tats all i can do
4 me...my parents...n my future...
Monday, March 8, 2010
复杂
今天分了两张考卷
我最不擅长的 地理+化学
真不知怎么搞的
看到分数时 真的有点吓倒
毕竟那与我预料中差了好远
花了好多精神在念的地理 没好到哪里去
至于连看都不想看的化学 如往常 烂到不行
至少在我心目中的标准里 算是挺差的
唉 但有什么办法呢 不考都考了
面对那刺眼的数字
我真的很尽力的在说服自己
‘不过是个分数 没什么大不了的’
‘不过是个分数 没什么大不了的’
但 事实上 并不是
或许 自己已经忘了读书的乐趣了吧
连妈妈都说我这次好紧张
说真的 我一直都不想承认
第一名 真得挺有压力的
当路过的每个人 对你期望甚高时
你就会努力的守住自己的位置
决不让自己轻易倒下
而当你 面对着忽然迎面而来的挫折
周围的人却以期待的眼神望着你时
那种感受 真得 好复杂
就像站在断头台上的犯人一样
只要一将事情说出来
沾满血腥的战刀
便会把你的自尊剥得一滴不剩
哈哈 自尊吗？
曾几何时 分数 变成了我的‘自尊’？
原来 自尊也可以变得那么廉价
我还是到了今天才发现呢
真是 讽刺
真是 可悲
我最不擅长的 地理+化学
真不知怎么搞的
看到分数时 真的有点吓倒
毕竟那与我预料中差了好远
花了好多精神在念的地理 没好到哪里去
至于连看都不想看的化学 如往常 烂到不行
至少在我心目中的标准里 算是挺差的
唉 但有什么办法呢 不考都考了
面对那刺眼的数字
我真的很尽力的在说服自己
‘不过是个分数 没什么大不了的’
‘不过是个分数 没什么大不了的’
但 事实上 并不是
或许 自己已经忘了读书的乐趣了吧
连妈妈都说我这次好紧张
说真的 我一直都不想承认
第一名 真得挺有压力的
当路过的每个人 对你期望甚高时
你就会努力的守住自己的位置
决不让自己轻易倒下
而当你 面对着忽然迎面而来的挫折
周围的人却以期待的眼神望着你时
那种感受 真得 好复杂
就像站在断头台上的犯人一样
只要一将事情说出来
沾满血腥的战刀
便会把你的自尊剥得一滴不剩
哈哈 自尊吗？
曾几何时 分数 变成了我的‘自尊’？
原来 自尊也可以变得那么廉价
我还是到了今天才发现呢
真是 讽刺
真是 可悲
Saturday, March 6, 2010
什么是好朋友？
1.好朋友就是经常叫你去死的那些人……
2.好朋友就是老是说你有病叫你看医生的那些人……
3.好朋友就是抓住你的一个缺点说上半天的那些人……
4.好朋友就是知道你要去看医生还笑嘻嘻问你死得没的那些人……
5.好朋友就是在你面前肆无忌惮地说很难听的话的那些人……
7.好朋友就是说要拉大队去你学校把你吃穷的那些人……
8.好朋友就是看着自己玩的很开心在旁边不参与也会觉得很开心的那些人……
9.好朋友就是会教你怎么走路小心，过马路看车的那些人……
10.好朋友就是你考完试还晕乎乎的时候在你出现在你面前嘻嘻哈哈，还说你不要怕，吸取经验，明年再考过的那些人……
11.好朋友就是跟你一起不分轻重可是对你父母毕恭毕敬的那些人……
12.好朋友是平时恶型恶相，却在你遇到难事时语重心长地开导你的那些人……
13.好朋友就是那些无论原本是忧郁，沉默或是乐观向上， 在一起总是嬉闹声一片的那群人……
14.好朋友是你想起嘴角上扬的那些人……
15.好朋友是时间和距离都无法从你脑海，心中带走的人……
16.好朋友就是听到你说了一句错话笑闹半天还要罗嗦上一段时间的那些人……
17.好朋友就是岁不经常联系，但你还忘不掉的那个人！
18.好朋友就是俩个人在一起，你不用担心会说什么错话。做错什么事的那个人！
19.好朋友是你会突然想念的那个人！
20.好朋友是无论谁占谁一点便宜都不会计较的那个人！
21.好朋友就是和你同甘共苦。不会出卖你的那个人！
22.好朋友就是什么事都会和你分享的那个人。
23.好朋友就是好久没见，在一起时还会和你套心窝子说话， 就像昨天刚在一起吃过饭的那个人！
24.好朋友就是和他在一起时你是最真实的你的那个人。
25.好朋友就是很久没联系，见面也不会尴尬的那个人。
26.好朋友就是无论你做了什么傻事。都会给你支持和信任的那个人。
27.好朋友就是……无论他做了什么，你也觉得他是你好朋友的人！
how about u? do u think it is accurate? haha...
Friday, March 5, 2010
MERDEKA~~!
MERDEKA!!!
the torturing n burndensome exam finally ended lah...
yeah......(clap)(clap)(clap)
haha...so hai...=='''''
haiz...waited tis day 4 so long oredi...
damn tiring d lol..tis time d exam...
cant even sleep well omost everynite..
mayb its bcos i m too nervous gua...
n the range is oso quite wide too...
haiz...did the paper lik a dead fish...
n the result oso sure dead d lol...
din thought the paper can b so tricky...
wuwu...kena tipu 4 quite a questions d leh...
haiz...cant avoid it..who ask me too b such pure n naive...XD
haha...anyway...
still not so satisfied wif the result tis time leh..
though the whole class mati 2gather..
but..i think the questions r quite easy d wat..
mayb is careless gua..>.<..hav 2 b cautious about it lol..
haha..onot my papa+mummy sure ll nag me non-stop d...>.<
they were quite talented in tis kind of stuff...
then leh...
my mummy said tat i m too stress tis time...
papa said not enough sleep...
then...both drag me 2 go n c tv...=='''
lolz...got tis kind of parents d mie???
haha...but nvm...i m quite happy wif tat..^^
haha...hav 2 work harder next time lol...
(i can hardly imagine mypapa+mami's look...)
(suddenly bcom so hardworking)
(papa:"should b vry happy-go-lucky wat???")
(me:"am I??")
the torturing n burndensome exam finally ended lah...
yeah...
haha...so hai...=='''''
haiz...waited tis day 4 so long oredi...
damn tiring d lol..tis time d exam...
cant even sleep well omost everynite..
mayb its bcos i m too nervous gua...
n the range is oso quite wide too...
haiz...did the paper lik a dead fish...
n the result oso sure dead d lol...
din thought the paper can b so tricky...
wuwu...kena tipu 4 quite a questions d leh...
haiz...cant avoid it..who ask me too b such pure n naive...XD
haha...anyway...
still not so satisfied wif the result tis time leh..
though the whole class mati 2gather..
but..i think the questions r quite easy d wat..
mayb is careless gua..>.<..hav 2 b cautious about it lol..
haha..onot my papa+mummy sure ll nag me non-stop d...>.<
they were quite talented in tis kind of stuff...
then leh...
my mummy said tat i m too stress tis time...
papa said not enough sleep...
then...both drag me 2 go n c tv...=='''
lolz...got tis kind of parents d mie???
haha...but nvm...i m quite happy wif tat..^^
haha...hav 2 work harder next time lol...
(i can hardly imagine mypapa+mami's look...)
(suddenly bcom so hardworking)
(papa:"should b vry happy-go-lucky wat???")
(me:"am I??")
Monday, March 1, 2010
exam vs emotion
exam...the word i hate the most
though i lik learning new things..
but i still cant agree wif tis kind of system..
hav study 4 juz some kind of silly result..
it is ridiculous...
they dun even care wat they learn..
juz squeze it all into yor tiny brain then u r safe..
wat nonsense..
but still..it is quite tiring d..
a big pile of things 2 learn man..
anyway..i felt happy too...
especially bio n his...
man..i lov it so much...
din even know there is still such interesting things in the world dude..
ok..some of u may say tat i m mad..
erm...mayb all...
haha..but there is nothing different 2 me...
sometimes i ll oso feel tat i m odd 2..
haha..silly rite?
but it is the truth..
dunno why leh...kinda out of spirits in class d tis year..
haha..
juz keng gai wif Ms Somebody during class..
the famous dreaming queen..
but still..a queen ll feel lonely 2..
or even lonelier...
for being prisoned in wealth..kinda pity 2 say..
erm...then...
she said she suddenly dun hav the mood 2 care about things around..
n..
it is quite tiring 4 hav 2 pretend 2 b happy in front of those fake ppl...
oso...
she is kinda bored of life cos there is no true frens around her except 4 me...
n it is exactly the same wif me too..
haiz...looks lik i m not the onli lonely person in tis world...
anyway...i started 2 feel more delighted now..
at least...i m not alone..
though i m lonely..^^
though i lik learning new things..
but i still cant agree wif tis kind of system..
hav study 4 juz some kind of silly result..
it is ridiculous...
they dun even care wat they learn..
juz squeze it all into yor tiny brain then u r safe..
wat nonsense..
but still..it is quite tiring d..
a big pile of things 2 learn man..
anyway..i felt happy too...
especially bio n his...
man..i lov it so much...
din even know there is still such interesting things in the world dude..
ok..some of u may say tat i m mad..
erm...mayb all...
haha..but there is nothing different 2 me...
sometimes i ll oso feel tat i m odd 2..
haha..silly rite?
but it is the truth..
dunno why leh...kinda out of spirits in class d tis year..
haha..
juz keng gai wif Ms Somebody during class..
the famous dreaming queen..
but still..a queen ll feel lonely 2..
or even lonelier...
for being prisoned in wealth..kinda pity 2 say..
erm...then...
she said she suddenly dun hav the mood 2 care about things around..
n..
it is quite tiring 4 hav 2 pretend 2 b happy in front of those fake ppl...
oso...
she is kinda bored of life cos there is no true frens around her except 4 me...
n it is exactly the same wif me too..
haiz...looks lik i m not the onli lonely person in tis world...
anyway...i started 2 feel more delighted now..
at least...i m not alone..
though i m lonely..^^
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