自我安慰

刚刚去吃了dim sum
不知道是不是鬼上身
刚刚的我拼命吃 拼命吃
吃到我都有点难以置信
好像只要这样一直吃
就能把心中的恐惧 不安 不解 疑惑
这些烦人的心情全一并吃下去
很可惜 它们并没有消失
而我的胃却快撑爆了
看来 吃是永远无法解决烦恼的
要靠自己了
加油。。。

饥饿游戏

just finished reading this novel
really,its great
strongly introduced^^
this story makes me wonder
how far can a human's imagination actually stretch?
its just like our imagination n peculiar thinking doesnt really have an end
since the first time i fell into this story till now
it really shocked me
i had never thought about such place or such life in my entire life bfor
or even what will human actually do in order to survive
but this book did it
n undoubtedly
THIS AUTHOR IS INDEED AMAZING
i really cant imagine how life could go on under such dominance
maybe it is bcos our actual life is too luxury sometimes
that makes us blind of survival
what if one day our world bcom just like the one in this story
being conquered by such lunatic tyrant
living a life that we never imagined bfor
poor...sickness....hunger.....
then for the sack of survive
we are forced to take part in some kinda ridiculous game
that will be sacrificed at anytime
just to please some BEAST living luxuriously in the city
at their sight
THIS IS ONLY A SIMPLE GAME
for the few weeks
you just need to sit in front of the tv
watching 24 puppets fighting in a cage
and enjoy the blood n massacre
but to the poors
THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE
EACH OF THEM HAVE ONLY 0.001% TO SURVIVE
IN ORDER TO REACH THAT
U HAVE TO KILL
U HAVE TO FIGHT
U HAVE TO BETRAY
NO MATTER YOUR FRIENDS
OR YOUR ENEMY
EVEN YOUR SIBLINGS
KILL WHATEVER YOU SEE
DO WHATEVER YOU CAN
TILL THE VERY END....
"THERE IS ONLY ONE SURVIVER"
i know
it sounds bloody
but this book really reveals much truth
love it
hope that u all could try it too
u will never regret^^
believe me~haHA

What I Want

life's getting torturing these days
exams are around the corners
waiting right in front of me
feeling a bit scared right now
i ve never face this kinda feeling bfor
NOT ONCE
its juz lik
i dun hav any confidence in myself
i m not sure whether i can bring up this burden
i dunno if i can withstand through the last few months...
time really flies
we hav to admit it
the day we are playing n shopping
celebrating birthdays
watching movie
buying novels shops to shops
n the other day
we are facing exams
REALLY BIG EXAMS
i hate this feeling
i hate excessive stress
i dun wanna b tied up by exams or homework n stuff lik that
i lik to b free
living a life with less tension n much much freedom
THAT'S LIFE
i dun understand
since we hav only a few ten years to live
why people always prefer to spend it hecticly?
why must they always rush through their lives?
why cant they juz sit down n relax n enjoy how llife should b?
mayb i am too IGNORANT to know it
but i m certain of one thing
I DUN LIK BEING TIED UP
IT IS REALLY ANNOYING + FRUSTRATING
two more months to go
hope that i am able to get back my confidence to face those challenging task
n also hope that i can cheer up as soon as possible
wish me luck~=D

I hate Myself

好久没上来了
是因为生活太忙碌
还是精神太劳累
我不知道 有差吗？
最近心情不怎么好
都不知道是老天在作祟 还是我自作孽
麻烦的事老是解决不完
那又能怎样？
难道就大喊一句“I cant stand it anymore”
然后丢下一切自甘堕落吗？
我不能 更不想 太不负责任了
但 最近却常常这样想
这样的我 肯定很惹人厌
因为 连我自己都开始讨厌这样的自己
没理想 没报负 只想倒头睡 永远不要醒来
我恨这样的自己！
就快了 我安慰自己
如果这点小失败都承受不起
那我以后 要怎么办？
我不要做脆弱的牙签
我不要做易碎的玻璃
我不想 连自己都照顾不好
看回blog里的一些post
真想把它们都删掉
它们 让我很泄气
开心起来吧 我可以的
我可以的。。。