life after pressure

finished my exam
completed my sec3 lessons
i should be honeymoon-ing now
but unfortunately, i found it not
papa says my english has totally no improvement since secondary
mummy says my english sucks
==that really hurts
but i know it is true
so, i think i should work much more harder on it
n no more "lah,leh, wor,ma" in speaking anymore
man, found it really hard to do it
but i shall try, n i must
since my younger bro had already got his ASEAN merit to singapore
i hav to study more conscientiously for scholarships too
afterall, i should not let my parents n grandma down
n i had oso made a promise wif a fren to continue our studies in singapore next year
hence, i shall keep my promises
haha, what a reliable person i am==
singapore, is my last target this year
to get it or not, it depends on me
n my answer is a definite, "YES"
unconsiderable, i must
wow, this is my first time to be so serious
sincerely hope that it will keep on burning till the last minute of 2010
wish me luck~

爱惜自己

最近 朋友吵架了
不干我的事 我无权干涉
可是不经意的 会有些感触
我不知道她们是因为什么事而吵架
也不知道这误会有多深
错在于谁 抑或是谁被排挤了
可是当我听到这件事时 我吓了一跳
本来还以为 她们会戴着面具和平的走带最后的
谁知 我还是错了
误会 总是会趁着当事人不注意的时候悄悄介入
然后再等待时机 点燃
就跟当时一样 那么相像
小学也是 中学也是
现在吵架的
一个是倾听我心事的朋友
一个是我认识了7年的老友
而我 是个置身事外的旁观者
没有权利发言 没有资格干涉
但 我还是会希望她们能和好
经过风浪的一对朋友
友情总是会更坚固 更信任对方
感情也会更上一层楼
但 如果 真的 不如人意了
也并不完全是一件坏事
错过 是为了让自己遇到更好的
或许对的人还没出现
或许和自己心灵相通的朋友就在身边
只是自己还没发觉到
总之 不管结果是如何
请爱惜自己
恶言 会让自己丑陋
恶行 会让自己显得低贱
<仅此·共勉之>

怪梦

昨晚做了个很奇怪的梦
醒来 很累
这场梦 真的很匪夷所思
根本就不管我的事
但我却做了别人的梦
看来周公 昨晚找错人了
唉 被怪梦缠了一晚
现在 还是很累
忽然很想写小说
把这些日子以来经历的事情全写下来
可是我知道 现在的我没有这个时间 也没有这个精力
不过 我知道我会写的
哪知时间的问题罢了
写好了 应该会投明年的中化文学奖
然后拿奖金$$$
哈哈 但愿吧
现在还是加油准备考试的好
加油

我完了

finally got through the suffering week ler
OMG...indeed unbelieveable
recall those days was so torturing
it feels lik i had been through hell n came alive again
erm....okey...mayb a bit exaggerated
haHA
but those r really tough days
anyway
i have done my best n did all i can
for now...its no use to worry about unnecessary things ler
just keep on hoping on GODS
n wish tat the final result will not b so disappointing ba^^
another thing....i think i have to adjust myself back to normal life too
i am still remianing in the exam mode now
my room is still full of textbooks n notes
n i still cant go to bed even its midnite
just lik i oways do during exams
revise at nite till dawn n took some nap in the afternoon
man...my physicological clock is in an enormous mess
==''''
exams really comes wif much influnces
thats undoubted
for my next week...its PMR
HA.ha.HA.ha.HA.ha.....
feel lik i m an exam robot now
two weeks continuously exams
wow....i am so impressed by myself
HAIZ....
my honeymoon before final UEC is ruined...T.T
my SEJARAH is nearly 0% downloaded
my BM is lingering between PASS n FAIL
my GEOGRAFI still need much much more practise
OMG....
I AM SOOOOOO DEAD!