这感觉 越来越强烈
不知为何的 总会觉得很不安
仿佛只要一不小心 我便会消失在这世上 永远 不见
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
其实 我的存在 可有可无
但 若能够重来 我会选择永远活在自己的世界中
这样 不伤人 也不伤自己
在这缤纷的世界里 选择只当个陌生人
或许 是最理智的吧
人与人之间的感情越亲密
对对方的要求也会变高
那 日后两人之间产生的误会
就会越深
当然 不是每个人都会遭遇到这种情况
但 现在的我 没有选择
唯独只能在这段感情还没恶化前
毫犹豫地 离开 不回头
这样 至少还能留下最美好的回忆给对方
两个互相关心的人之间 总要有一个是理智的
所谓的友谊永固 一辈子的朋友这种话
也只会在离别时才说出口
那 又何苦呢
在怒放时凋谢的花朵
总会让人惋惜 让人留恋
那 我宁愿让我们的友情
在最灿烂的时候离别
那至少 会有人留恋
会有人愿意回头
而不是眼睁睁的 看着这朵花
在自己眼前溃烂 逝去
或许有人能承受
但我的心不能
请你体谅
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离开 并不代表结束
就让时间冲淡这段情吧
日后
偶尔回头望一望
至少你会觉得
它 是无可取代的。
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
为什么
haiz.....cant sleep last nite...dunno why...
explore the net till 2 or 3 onli go 2 bed....
then wake up at 6 the next morning pulak....
lolz....sot d lol me....tis entire week....
smtimes sleep the whole day.....smtimes tired cant sleep pulak.....
went 2 school earlier in the morning....
then everybody looking at me as if the sun is not rising anymore.....
haiz....wat is happening on me man????
acting strangely 4 most of the time....
mayb no one noticed it.....
but.....still....
y cant i juz stop treating myself........unnormal?
..................................................................................
haiz.....
4get it....i noe i hav the answer oredi....
but....still not dun wanna admit it.....really...
cos...tis feeling....is scary....n confusing 2....
though it happened since a few years ago.....
but.............haiyo...dunno lah.....
i juz cant get used 2 it.....
when smn...or sth....is not around me....
i found tat i cant even make things rite.....
cos....smwhere....inside...is missing....
i dunno wat is it....
n i dun wanna noe it 2.....
i juz hope tat tis feeling ll disapear....
as soon as possible....
cos i noe....I CANT HAV IT!!!
it is impossible....everyone knows it....
so...y should i still drag myself in2 tat kind of trouble?
it is complicating....n troublesome....
i should realize it....
but...y?y m i feeling so blank?
y m i feeling lik i m not me anymore?
i should not b worrying about it rite....
I DUN EVEN FIT 2.....
so y?emmy tay y???
wat on earth r u thinking?
wat......is happening 2 me.....
explore the net till 2 or 3 onli go 2 bed....
then wake up at 6 the next morning pulak....
lolz....sot d lol me....tis entire week....
smtimes sleep the whole day.....smtimes tired cant sleep pulak.....
went 2 school earlier in the morning....
then everybody looking at me as if the sun is not rising anymore.....
haiz....wat is happening on me man????
acting strangely 4 most of the time....
mayb no one noticed it.....
but.....still....
y cant i juz stop treating myself........unnormal?
..................................................................................
haiz.....
4get it....i noe i hav the answer oredi....
but....still not dun wanna admit it.....really...
cos...tis feeling....is scary....n confusing 2....
though it happened since a few years ago.....
but.............haiyo...dunno lah.....
i juz cant get used 2 it.....
when smn...or sth....is not around me....
i found tat i cant even make things rite.....
cos....smwhere....inside...is missing....
i dunno wat is it....
n i dun wanna noe it 2.....
i juz hope tat tis feeling ll disapear....
as soon as possible....
cos i noe....I CANT HAV IT!!!
it is impossible....everyone knows it....
so...y should i still drag myself in2 tat kind of trouble?
it is complicating....n troublesome....
i should realize it....
but...y?y m i feeling so blank?
y m i feeling lik i m not me anymore?
i should not b worrying about it rite....
I DUN EVEN FIT 2.....
so y?emmy tay y???
wat on earth r u thinking?
wat......is happening 2 me.....
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