继续生活

found somthing interesting in other's blog

[ 我发现今年我心态上转变了很多

换做以前的我我会很怕一个人

怕一个人下课

怕一个人出门

怕一个人看电影

可是今年我突然发现

其实一个人没有什么不好啊

没有必要勉强自己去加入完全没有兴趣的话题

没有我想要谈的

就静静地坐在位子上做什么都好

有人说"你最近变到很静哦~"

我笑"有吗?" ]

indeed the same situation

happening on me

but i think tat nobody really noticed about it ba

though i still smile

though i still joke

its different now

some kind of 'annoyed' i think

in front if those faking things

but it has became numb in me now

it seems normal

its omost everywhere

the WORLD is not a WORLD anymore without these things

so accept it ba

its a general fact now

^^

recently

haHA

never give yorself too much hope if u dun wanna get hurt

tats wat i oways believe in

no matter in the past or now

the future?

i dunno

i wonder~

闷啊

feeling bored today

the school makes me yawn

the textbooks make me yawn

even the weather makes me feel sleepy too

haiz

hav a syarahan today

i tried to make myself relax

but i failed

i ve said the wrong script from the very beginning

=p =p =p =p =p

forget it

hope tat the teacher wont figure it out

haHA //praying...//

i hav to mention

it was INDEED an incident

accidentally fell into sleep yesterday

at about 8 something at nite

without even a sign

KEKKO

woke up at 5am today

with my homework undone

karangan unwritten

n a class test even without revision

clap clap //congratz....// lolz

almost late for school today

okey i admit

i m ''a few'' minutes late today

but luckily the teacher is busy enough to ignore me

haHA

din bring textbook to school today either

feeling lik daydreaming the whole day

n went through everything wif my eyes half closed

hardly to imagine how i gave my syarahan rite?

haHA

but i did it

yeah me

//lolz....//