wat life is tis??!!

i cant stand it anymore
y don she juz believe me?!!!
she rather believe an outsider
but she DONT BELIEVE ME!!!
i m her daughter man!
i noe she is self-centred
4 most of the time...
but tats nvm 2 me...
but tis time...she dun even believe me?SHE DUN BELIEVE ME?!!
i m guilty...tats wat she thinks...
i dare not tell the truth bcos i m scared of getting scolded...tats wat she thinks....
wat the hell man!!!
m i so childish?
m i tat kind of coward?
wat she think her daughter is?!!!a rat?
oh please.....
n tat man oso lah...
things tat really need 2 b repaired he din ask them 2 do it
but those unimportant things he finshed all oredi...
wat xxxxxxxxx leh...
n there is not even a root 4 him 2 cut...
but he cut a whole garden of grass....
wif his noisy little grass-cutter...
oh man...tat sound...its EXTREMELY annoying!!!
tats y my mum ll b so fed up....
SHIT!!!
even the neighbour is expanding the roof....
OMG!!!!
wat house is tis?
WAT LIFE IS TIS???!!!

school daysII

huew...
another busy week...
anyway...
started 2 lov Thrusday tis year...
no tuitions...
no taichi practise...
can sleep the whole day long....
woohohoho....
but hor...
everybody in class seems 2 b quite busy tis year...
including me...
haiz...of course lah...
every teacher reminding us about the gigantic PMR date...
as if a god is coming 2 ur school tat day...
lolz d...dun think tat even the national day can b so GRAND lol...
haiz...
but wat can i do...as a NORMAL SEC III student....
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looks lik somebody is doing the silly thing as me 2...
trying 2 4get smn precious....
bcos u hav 2...
wat nonsense...but it is true....
though i failed...
n i noe tat SHE wont b bothering about me...
whether i m died or alive...
but...still...i remember everything about her....clearly in my mind...
cos she is the most important person 2 me...b4...
hope tat the silly fren of mine ll success lol...
i noe it is hard...
n it is quite impossible...frankly....
still...best wishes n luck 2 tis fren lol...
though she said tat she is fine n dun care n blah blah blah...
but i noe it isnt...
not even god can 4get n 4give 2 person so easily...
except when tat person is not tat important 2 u lol....
wat i wanna say is...
''dun stress yorself 2 hard...
dun even force yorself...
if u really cant do it...
juz clear a space in ur heart n let it stay inside...
queitly 4 the rest of ur life...
even u 2 bcom strangers someday...
but ur heart still noe it clearly...
i used 2 hav an unusual fren b4....
he is extremely smart...but dunno how 2 reject others...
he is extremely perfect...but i noe...he is not suitable 4 me...''
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tis fren of mine oso oways wanted 2 leave here...
2 start a new life in other places...
where no one knows her...
hope tat god bless u 2...
n hope tat ur wish ll come true...someday....