Happy 2010

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haha...ok...juz kidding^^
anyway...
happy new year lah~~!
hope tat i could b more hardworking in the new year
b more serious n do my best in every thing
coz i dun wanna hav regrets
not a single one...
but still...
hav 2 enjoy myself in 2010 too lah
stressing myself?
it looks stupid...n i think i wont b so idiot lol...
mayb...==''''
so...
best wishes 2 all my frens
n those who i care about
hope tat u all can live a happier life in tis brand new year
4get all those unhappies in 2009
LETS WELCOME 2010 2gether man~~~!
HAPPY 2010~~~^^

i love avatar~~

went 2 school 2day
2 buy my sec3 text books
then went 2 watch movie wif my friends
called "Avatar"
i quite lik tis movie...personally
it is talking about the future
an ex-marine travelled 2 a planet called Pandora 2 fulfill his deceased brother's mission...
n the scientists there hav invented a combination of human n Avatar body tat is mentally n physically stronger than human(and larger 2...==''')
through tis...Jake was ordered 2 decietfully b frens wif the troupe of Navi's 2 get informations as there r a lot of wealth($$$...) below the jungle tat they protected
finally...Jack gained their thrust (yea...)
n found tat he had fell in lov wif a Navi girl (ow...)
but the army begin 2 attack the forest (shit...)
n the Navi's 2 stood strong against them (go go go...)
wif the dominant of their knowledge n skills (oleh oleh oleh...)
at last...
the Navi's overcome the evil n saved their homeland
yea~~~happy ending(......==''')
but still
glad 2 learn a few things from tis movie
1.humans r dangerous(i m one of them...)
2.war is terrible(especially those between atom boms n...dragons?)
3.giant lizards r my nightmare!!!(...it keep chasing human==''' n their teeth r terribly sharp man)
anyway
some parts in tis movie r quite touching
though...most of it is frightening...=='''
but still...cant deny...
I LOVE AVATAR!!!

......

2day is my grandma's birthday
she juz came back from Thailand
keep waiting 4 her these days
n she finally came back
but i cant celebrate her birthday wif her
coz she is still in KL
......i missed her>.<

finally back...

juz came back from x'mas holiday
at kl...sunway...
din write blog 4 a couple of days
coz i din bring my laptop along
quite regret 4 tat d
dunno why
feel tat tis trip was quite...boring
haiz
dunno wat 2 say about it...
but looked lik my younger sis n bros were quite enjoying themselves
afterall
we hav not been 2 a family trip lik tis 4 a long time
cos my mum n dad were busying on their own
but i know
tat were all bcos of us
isnt it?
anyway...at least smn enjoys the trip
tats enough 2 me
if they were happy...i think i ll b happy 2
cos they were my family
my most precious...family
still rmb
when i was in primary school
i used 2 believe in my friends...only in my friends
they were once the most important person in my entire life
but...these days
i found tat i cant put any faith in them anymore
except 4 those who were vry close 2 me
feels tat...they were ready 2 betray me anytime
...n i ll b the one who suffer the pain
dunno why
tis worry keep lingering in my mind...even in my dream
now...i am quite afraid 2 mix in my old friends 2
cos...i noe...i ll gonna b leaving...soon
mayb they dun even concern it
but...i cant stand it...i noe...
still...i hav 2 face it
no matter wat
haiz
hope tat i can b braver
n oso hope tat...i was able 2 leave those happy memories in their heart
not only bcos we noe each other 4 a long time
but oso...they r the ones...who were by my side...
when i was in the most dispirited time
no matter joyness or sad
we were always 2gather
tat time...i felt tat i was able 2 face any problems in my life
no matter how tough it is....b cos they were there...right by my side...
it was quite a sweet memory...really
though it looked quite impossible now
but
i still wanna keep it as a dream
a dream tat i wish i would never wake up...

开心~开心~

哇...全国陈氏太极锦标赛终于比完了...
误打误撞的被我拿了个季军...haha...几lucky一下...
可是丫...师父还是不肯放过我呢...555....得被捉去练兵器了...
haiz...我这个左撇子...看来以后会很辛苦lol...

金杯赛...二等奖^^

老朋友~~

哈哈...终于拿到老朋友们的照片了...开心开心^^
这次的聚会还挺难忘的...希望aik明年能早点回来lol...

啊~~~终于表演完了...

finally came back from Kluang
juz finished performing taichi
euhh...
relax now
cant imagine how nervous it is when i stand on the stage
almost everybody looking at me
OMG!!!
it is so so so scary
my legs' still trembeling when i thought of it
haiz....
it was so so so...
i oso dunno how 2 describe tat kind of feeling
it was juz lik yor mind was totally blank at tat moment
till u finally finished performing
wat happen juz now was juz lik a dream
BUT IT WAS NOT!!!
my godness sake...
din even noticed my own mistakes up there
but i was nearly 2 knock the wall when i look back the recording tape
it was BULLSHIT!!!
haiz...
feel tat i m so...tiny
standing in front of so many pros
but
i still believe i ll b juz lik them
................someday

又是葬礼...

yesterday
my great-grand father passed away
i m not tat shock actually
he had already smoke 4 93 years
and tat hospital is indded a bullshit
but
my mum was quite sad...and upset 2
she always thought tat great-grand father can make it till Chinese New Year
she even booked his favourite buffet 2 celebrate with him
....................................................
she looked so disapointed
watching her greatest hope juz fade away lik tis
but.....i cant do anything
neither 4 her
nor 4 myself
feels tat...i m quite useless sometimes
even 4 a no.1 student
haha..........

莫名の感觉...

今天和老朋友们有个聚会，挺开心的。见到了许久不见的朋友们，虽然面孔变得有些陌生了。但，某些程度上来说，我们彼此间还是有一种很熟悉的感觉。不知为何的。
随着一个个到来，我们的话题就不曾间断过。
从往事，聊到每个人的近况。
看来，中学生涯对我们来说，也并不是轻松的事呢!
但是，看到他们努力的适应着新环境，在陌生的校园里不断的成长，心里还是感到挺欣慰的^^
今天，他们又弹起钢琴来了。和以往一样。
每当看着他们两人在钢琴前一唱一和时，我的脸上总是绽放着笑容。
这应该是我对音乐的崇拜吧!我总是很羡慕会演奏乐器的人。从小就是这样。
但，没有人知道。
在他们面前，这笑容，特别......沉重。

废话。。。

started 2 hate holiday now
hav 2 stay at home whole day
nothing 2 do pulak
sibe sienz de lolz...
then leh...
juz bought some movie tis noon
but still dun think my holiday will b more interesting
4 juz sitting in front of the tv
lolz...
my dad oways grumble when i did tat
say wat everyday look at the idiot box lol...
looks lik an idiot lol...
vry meaningless lol...
haiz...
luckily he isnt at home the whole time
o not...
i m sure i ll go insane
much much earlier...
lolz...
cant meet with my friends during holiday 2
quite miss them d
din talk 2 them 4 a long time liao
although sometimes still meet on msn lah
haiz...
hope tat Aik will come back soon lol...
an old friend of mine...
din contact with him 4 about half year liao
haiz...
oso dunno wat 2 talk leh
even when we met each other
lolz...
i think Singaporian were much different with us liao lol
but...
still looking foward 2 meet him lah...
^^

生病了II。。。

feeling better 2day
but still dun hav much appetite
ate porridge the whole day
SHIT!!!
i prefer 2 die
.........................................................
juz finish practicing taichi
din thought it could b so tiring
haiz
i wanna rest now
dun even hav energy 2 walk
............................................................
juz watched some performance video tis noon
with my grandma
无可否认
they were damn great
quite admire them d^^
one of them was my childhood friend
from Beijing
din meet each other 4 quite a time
dunno he still remember me onot?
haha...
but i think we will meet...soon^^

无聊ing...

放假了...没事干...
就常在胡思乱想...
每次...不知为何...都会想起小学时那段回忆...
当时，还真是轻狂呢！天天都无忧无虑的。嬉笑，打闹，追逐...
还记得，我们当时一大堆令人头疼的‘丰功伟绩’。
也记得，我们如何在班上捣乱，闹得鸡飞狗跳的。
哈哈...常因为这样而被老师骂呢...到了中学也不例外。
到了现在，我还是会怀念...从前那个单纯好玩的我...
曾经，我们发下誓言，当永远的姐妹。
曾经，我们傻傻的顶撞老师，结果一起被骂，一起被掌嘴。
曾经，我们不知天高地厚地认为，会永远永远在一起，永远永远不分离。
当然，那，都已成为“曾经”了。
到最后，她和我都还是变了，彻彻底底的变了。变得陌生，变得互不相干。
你相信吗？我到现在，都还不知道为什么...
只记得，她要求绝交，而我也没拒绝。
傻吧？呵呵...一段友谊，就这样，从我手中白白地溜走...
不带任何痕迹地...
现在，不知，她还记得我吗？
........................................................................................................

回忆里的那片模糊...我忘了它有多痛...
但，却依然记得，它，永远是最甜美的。

生病了。。。

not feeling quite well 2day
got a terrible headache
OMG!!!
i hate 2 b sick!!!
cant do anything the whole day
cant sleep...cant c tv...cant even walk properly...
haiz...
luckily
feeling better now
juz ate some porridge
SHIT!!!
i hate it!!!
but still hav swallow it
coz her majesty was juz bside me
...............scary><

心情very very的不好...

quite down today...
finally finished my projects
but still rejected by her majesty
every single part of it
haiz...
dunno wat 2 do now
tired sia...
cant sleep either
DAMN!!!
i hate tis feeling
........................................................
juz cry 2day
in front of my sis
wat a shame
but
they looked....so alike
the way she act
it was juz lik...her
a person...in my childhood memory
though she betrayed me.....bfor
haha
still cant control myself
...i cried

boring。。。

i hav 2 repeat it again
holiday is damn BORING!!!
shit
totally don hav the mood to do things
though there r a mountain of projects waiting 4 me
haiz...
din stop exploring the internet
msn lah...blog lah...facebook lah...
BORING!!!
i m going insane!!!
lolz...
did a crazy thing tis noon
tried 2 make sambal on my own
slightly burn the whole kitchen
anyway
luckily it din catch on fire
onot...i cant imagine wat her majesty will do 2 me....
lolz...
better dun think about it
....i dun wanna visit a nightmare^^

被骂了。。。

SHIT!!!
holiday is damn boring
juz ended a match at Keluan
another one is coming soon pulak
haiz...15 days 2 go...dear KL...

quite tired today
thought tat i could sleep on my OWN bed
but not in the lab
zzzzzzzzzzzzz....

juz got some scolding from her majesty tis afternoon
...tats my mum
scarier than the queen
haiz
got scolded juz 4 a camera...
stupid lah...wasting time lah...blah blah blah...

anyway
it is still the truth
isn't it?