<h2>finally back...</h2>

juz came back from x'mas holiday
at kl...sunway...
din write blog 4 a couple of days
coz i din bring my laptop along
quite regret 4 tat d
dunno why
feel tat tis trip was quite...boring
haiz
dunno wat 2 say about it...
but looked lik my younger sis n bros were quite enjoying themselves
afterall
we hav not been 2 a family trip lik tis 4 a long time
cos my mum n dad were busying on their own
but i know
tat were all bcos of us
isnt it?
anyway...at least smn enjoys the trip
tats enough 2 me
if they were happy...i think i ll b happy 2
cos they were my family
my most precious...family
still rmb
when i was in primary school
i used 2 believe in my friends...only in my friends
they were once the most important person in my entire life
but...these days
i found tat i cant put any faith in them anymore
except 4 those who were vry close 2 me
feels tat...they were ready 2 betray me anytime
...n i ll b the one who suffer the pain
dunno why
tis worry keep lingering in my mind...even in my dream
now...i am quite afraid 2 mix in my old friends 2
cos...i noe...i ll gonna b leaving...soon
mayb they dun even concern it
but...i cant stand it...i noe...
still...i hav 2 face it
no matter wat
haiz
hope tat i can b braver
n oso hope tat...i was able 2 leave those happy memories in their heart
not only bcos we noe each other 4 a long time
but oso...they r the ones...who were by my side...
when i was in the most dispirited time
no matter joyness or sad
we were always 2gather
tat time...i felt tat i was able 2 face any problems in my life
no matter how tough it is....b cos they were there...right by my side...
it was quite a sweet memory...really
though it looked quite impossible now
but
i still wanna keep it as a dream
a dream tat i wish i would never wake up...