N.E.W..L.I.F.E.

啊!今天整理了宿舍房间

打打扫扫了大半天 累啊!!

不过房间总算是干净多了

自己扫地抹地、洗衣洗内裤、烫校服

没有家人在身边の日子 我得尽快适应了

不然真の会死在这个鬼宿舍里 (-.-)

不过幸好这里malaysian还蛮多の

还是会听到有人讲马来话

哈哈 忽然觉得马来话很亲切呢

虽然那些中国学生都听得一愣一愣の

哈哈

我房间两边的女生都是中国来的呀

今天忙翻了 明天去跟人家打打招呼 (^_^)

晚上の时候senior拿了旧书给我们

说让我们当参考 哈哈 真是好人

宿舍也很好几下

走出去就是MRT站 还有小贩中心和shoppingmall

明天要跟shin rong去看电影呢

恩 shin rong是吉隆坡人

美女哟~ 不过是banana一个

还有一个senior叫karjoon，槟城人

性格开朗，在宿舍里有很多朋友

恩 就这样 我的roommate

在学校里拍了些照片 看看

我本身好蛮喜欢南桥中学的拉

好好加油吧 (^____________^)

不过新剪的发型应该是过不了关了

哈哈

2.0.1.1

终于忙完了
这几天去了新学校、到宿舍去报到
开了银行户口、买了新电话、用了新号码
[EMMY：+65 9428 5521]
和爸爸坐MRT到处走
拿着地图开在陌生の城市里
这种感觉 还蛮特别の
两个人误打误撞了一整天
哈哈 很累
不过说真の 我很兴奋
终于 能够摆脱爸爸妈妈の控制了呢
自己搭公车、MRT，想去哪里就去哪里
自由 原来就是这种感觉
从来都没尝试过の 很新鲜 很刺激
可是 也因为这样の自由 让我更加自制
就是因为自由 人才容易暴走 容易堕落 容易被迷惑
而我 绝对不会
我对自己绝对有信心^_____^
离2011年还有2个小时30分

EMMY的2011年大目标：

=>好好充实自己，不要虚度时光!

=>加强英文，考到好成绩!!

=>好好过生活!!!

=>做自己!!!Be yourself!!!!

^___________^

A.D.D..O.I.L

EMMY铭心字句♥♥

1.不要因为感到伤心而否定了快乐的存在。
2.每个人都得为自己的所做所言付出相对的代价，任谁也躲不过。
3.不要明明快乐就在眼前，却因为感到悲伤而说它已离去了。
4.即使夜空再漆黑，也得相信星星会再次出现；不论前途多渺茫，也得相信希望会再次降临。
5.语言也是有魔力的，在不愉快时对自己说鼓励的话，结果或许会不同。
6.凡是都要忍三分、退三分，别被怒气从昏了头。
7.苦头尝尽了之后必定会得到甘甜的滋润。
8.曾经已经是过去式的了，最重要的是自己当下的决定与感受。
9.不劳而获的人，往往会因此而付出更大的代价。
10.最重要的一点：
一定要努力生活！别被别人看扁了！
^_______________________^

F.E.E.L.I.N.G.S

having strange feelings recently
sometimes it seems so simple
but in a sudden
it became complicated again
haiz...really dun understand wat i m thinking rite now
two days to go
i m leaving Msia on monday
the long long holiday had just ended lik tis
man its fast
the next time i look back
school is going to reopen
i hav faith in my optimistic atitude
life may not b as suffering n hectic as my parents said
but the point is
should i believe my own ABILITY?
i hav totally no idea...
many told me never compare myself to SG's
they r so NOT human (-.-)
if they were, then they ll b the most abnormal ones
the topic follows by a pile of examples n stories
swt, really exaggerated expressions...
but r SGs actually so scary?
to b frank, i hav no idea too
but i know all i need to do is to complete my task
with all i got n the best i can do
then there ll b no more regrets
i can handle wif the pressure, i hav confidence in it
but the time in Msia seems to flow away so rapidly
i hav to admit, i really dun bare to leave here
although many facts had taught me tat Msia is no gd place for me
no matter in my studies, or my life
but, still dun bare
afterall, i had lived on this piece of land for 15 years
having 15 years of relationship wif it
n no doubt i m a pure human
a human wif a warm heart, a human wif feelings
there's no way i can leave here in cold blood
but fact told me, i hav to
i hav to leave, give up everything i had here
n begin a brand new life in SG
simple, but complicated too
juz..the feeling i m having now
it is totally not a thing tat can b described wif words n languages
in other words, its indescribeable
man, shoot, why m i a human being?
a human who hav to deal wif these complicated thingy (-.-)
haiz, forget it, i m having a bigger problem here
my room is in chaos now
full wif books n CDs for me to put away bfore i leave for SG
the whole room of mess for me to clean up!
its tiring, n i m completely a lazy girl
no doubt, tis may b the toughest task on earth
arhhh~~!
anybody lending me a hand??
anybody?? (T.T)

R.E.S.U.L.T

got my UEC result today
full A's~^^yeah me
however i m not as excited as i expected frankly
but my nervous dad was so anxious about it
finally got relieved today
haha swt (-.-)
heard tat most of my frens got great results
n some "unexpected" ones too
really felt happy for those who got result tat is beyond their expectation
as for those who didnt
dun b too upset
u had oredi got into science class as u wished
UEC really doesnt mean everything
so dun b down
b happy~ok^^
i wonder when r we going to get our result slip
really need to get it bfor leaving
haha

V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N

ha~ finally back to Muar

home sweet home

went for a vacation wif my DEAR family this 3 days

although we didnt go abroad or any exciting places

we had an unforgettable memory indeed

i think i hav no more regrets in Msia now =)

memories in Port Dickson

went to I-city after that, pretty lights deco indeed

beautiful scenes at I-city

putrajaya IOI hotel

beautiful deco at Mid Valley

S.I.C.K

swt, the whole family dating wif bacteria recently
sob, but why not me?
i haven fallen sick since years ago man
thought tat my immune system has bcame lousier owing to my lowsy lifestyle(-.-)
however, tat was wat i think BEFORE
but when i saw their look
man, thank GOD i m not sick(-.-)
i bet tat it is sth tat u cant imagine
especially my eldest younger bro
man, he sneeze lik thunder
n even cough lik thunder
swt, i was so worried tat the roof ll blow up anytime(-.-)
n my second younger bro
haha, he looks so lik a polar out of artic
a fat round polar indeed(=P)
burried himself in a floor of pillows
n nvr came out from it for the whole day except for eating(-.-)
i think he is hibernating...
as for the youngest one
dude, tat is completely a 100% female chimpanzee
no doubt for it(-.-)
she got her fever till 37.5 degree celcius
but still jumping n leaping n hanging herself on the window
(-.-)have the same feeling wif me rite now?
except for her rosy cheek
i couldnt find a single part of hers tat shows tat she is having a fever
hoho, so?
one thundering
one hibernating
another jumping all around the house wif her gameboy in her hands
(-.-)yup, pity gameboy
i felt so sympathetic for it
i can hear it crying for help(=.=)
haha, this is my family (when they r sick)
conclusion, i was so GLAD tat i wasnt sick
THANK YOU GOD~

B.O.R.I.N.G

i ♥♥OLIVIA ONG《ain't no sunshine when he is gone》
i ♥♥SELENA GOMEZ《naturally》
i ♥♥林育群·小胖《未来的第一站》
i ♥♥顺子《dear friend》
i ♥♥徐佳莹《出口》
i ♥♥深白色2人组《鱼在水里哭》
i ♥♥HEBE《你太猖狂》
i ♥♥ADAM LAMBERT《whataya want from me》
i ♥♥蓝又时《孤单心事》
i ♥♥杨宗纬《对爱渴望》
i ♥♥AVRIL LAVIGNE《when you're gone》
i ♥♥郭静《我不想忘记你》
i ♥♥RIHANNA《love the way you lie》
i ♥♥戴佩妮《街角的祝福》
i ♥♥郭静《你的香气》
i ♥♥KELLY CLARKSON《because of you》
i ♥♥SARAH CONNOR《just one last dance》
i ♥♥LINKIN PARK《numb》
i ♥♥JJ&金莎《被风吹过的夏天》
i ♥♥梁文音《我不是你想象中那么坚强》
i ♥♥CHRISTINA AGUILERA《reflection》
i ♥♥RIHANNA《rude boy》

《鱼在水里哭》——深白色二人组

鱼在水里哭 我握着你的手说鱼在水里哭
你笑着说别傻了鱼并不会哭
它们是一种没有眼泪的动物
树在雨里哭 我抬头看着你说树在雨里哭
你温柔看着我说树并不会哭
它们是没有思想情感的植物

我突然的无助 没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚
只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独
一个人静静祈祷一切会结束

我矛盾着无助 很需要你能给我一点点保护
想对你说的话却总说不出
我变成了植物
没有人在哭你 摸着我的头说没有人在哭

我在哭 只是没有人在乎
......................................................................................................
《dear friend》——顺子

跟夏天才告别 转眼满地落叶
远远的 白云依旧无言
像我心里感觉 还有增无减
跟去年说再见 转眼又是冬天
才一年 看着世界变迁
有种沧海桑田 无常的感觉
oh~Friend 我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈 我们如此遥远

朋友孩子的脸 说着生命喜悦
如果说 我们依然相恋
说不定在眼前是另外情节

oh~Friend 我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈 这么多年
oh~Friend 我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈 如此遥远 Friend~

L.O.V.E

came back from my class trip recently

erm, kinda interesting to b frank

had a happy memory wif JM3REN for the last 3 days

yup, thats a beautiful fullstop

considered as a sweet ending for 2010 ba

^_________________^

happy always my dear frens

especially "大炮家族"

u guys really r the sweetest part of my memory in 2010

this photo, i ll always bring it by my side, sth lik 护身符

i bet it ll b vry effective for sure

haha

"our farewell might b sad

but it ll definitely follow by our next meet

soon, someday"

but, sth strange happened too on the trip

suddenly felt tat, being a human could oso b a scary thing

cos some feelings n emotions inside us

is scary, much scarier than any beast in this world

such as greed, envy, hatred, or even love

yup, no doubt, tat is the scariest thing in the whole universe

really dun understand why on earth should human hav these kinda emotion

L.O.V.E.

its lik magic, able to change anybody's mind at anytime

its lik poison, able to drown u in suffocating sweet feeling

its lik drug, able to make u forget all yor suffers n pain

but when u woke up, the nightmare begins

even so, u ll still continue to let yor body hav it

even u know tat u might not gonna wake up from it

even u know tat it might juz an illusion

but u juz cant stop it

except for keep on drowning, drowning, n drowning

its dangerous, n troublesome too

but y human still hav tis kinda feeling in it?

I HAV COMPLETELY NO IDEA ABOUT IT

i dislike troublesome things

especially those which are none of my business

so, logically, i should dislike love too

rite?rite?

CONFIDANTE

went out wif gd frens today
Zoe n Jessy
exchanged tis meeting wif two-whole-week of freedom
n a scold from my dad..T.T
haiz, pity grounded girl
but nvm, it do worth
really, didnt even thought about regreting for it
i juz lov the feeling when we talk to each other
about our dreams, our future,
our feelings, our thought, our opinion about life
this feeling, it's lik...kindergarten
we talk about everything we know
share our feelings wif everybody without any deceive
as if u were living in a naive n happy world
a world full of ppl u can trust
being wif them feels lik tis
the r indeed my confidante
no matter how time flows
it juz doesnt seem to change anything
we still feel the same towards one another
trustful, n concerning
sincerely hope tat tis frenship ll carry on even when i m in SG
a person who can really share yor most private feelings
n willing to accompany u
to go through every ups n downs in yor life
its extremely hard to find one in the real world now
but thank GOD i m the lucky one
i hav two of them=)
yup, confidante

NORMAL

its 9:41pm

5 hours n 49 minutes to go

till my class trip

i should b in bed now

but i juz cant sleep

i m not excited

nor anxious

neither agitated

its an indescribable feeling

this could b my last trip wif my frens in msia

when i thought about this fact

my happy mood to go to this trip seems to b gone

i really hope tat time could stop rite now

juz for a while

or even one second

i really need to calm down

I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED
what kinda feeling should i bring along during the trip?

happy?that is definitely not my true feeling

sad?that may influence the others too

angry?funny...why should i go to a trip wif an angry mood?

MAN its driving me nuts

though they might not all my best frens

but no doubt they r the one who accompanied me the most in 2010

i really dun bare to c them treat me peculiarly

i wanna b juz lik normal

juz lik school times

we talk. we laugh. we tease.

wif no other feeling

juz the simplest HAPPY SMILE

i wan everybody to b lik tat tomorrow

n the day after

every n every day in the future

thats the JM3REN class i know

ya. normal. thats what i wan

hope GOD this ll b a safe n sound trip

n wish HAPPINESS ll always b by their side

my dearest frens

HAPPY EVERYDAY~

放假的感觉

终于 有了真正像放假的感觉

今天一大早就和家人一起到99去打球

再去吃早餐 然后买了一大堆英文片

回到家里把客厅关到暗暗的+开冷气

看了一整天的戏

一部接一部

很废的生活 可是却让我有了放假的感觉

现在才发现 原来我是个十足十的懒胚子

即使没有旅行 没有度假

只要能窝在沙发里动也不动的渡过一整天

就能让我感到自己像在放假

哈哈

简直就是超幸福的

一路看一路笑个不停

这就是所谓的“打从骨子里懒到不行的大懒虫”吧

可是 家里的懒虫也不止我这一条

两个弟弟一人抱住一架laptop在打game

妹妹玩iphone

妈妈上网看超级星光大道

爸爸躲在角落里睡觉

在暗暗的客厅里 一家人渡过了一整天

原来被囚禁的生活 还不赖嘛

可惜 今晚爸爸的表弟结婚

不能去练功了

下礼拜也好多天不在

haiz

师父有个这样的徒弟应该迟早会气炸吧

呵呵

一天 又过去了

虚度光阴

又虚度了一天
今天 跟朋友去了secret吃午餐
再去戏院看了Rapunzel the Tangle Tale
照家规来说 我今天本来是不能出去的
但是一听见有个好朋友也要出来时
就不知死的跑去求妈妈 还被骂了一顿
最后终于能够出来了
那里知道 那个朋友却放了我飞机
这个假期里的第三次
恩 说真的
这件事我很在意
本来开开心心出门 心想可以见面了
哪里知道 又听到了同样的回答
很伤心 很失望 又有点生气
我知道 她不能赴约是因为不得已的原因
可是 就是没办法克制
就是 觉得难过
打从心里觉得难过
可是 就算是这样
如果她下次还在再约我出来的话
我想 我还是会重复相同的事情
苦苦的哀求我妈的吧
即使我会被骂 即使她很有可能会再放飞机
真的 不想再错过相处的机会了
在离开msia之前
只想和她再见一次面
10年的好朋友
不是说要就要 说有就有的
我想好好珍惜这段难得的友谊
仅此而已
话说回来 disney的戏还真不是盖的
看了15年都还不腻
Rapunzel女主角很漂亮 虽然男主角不是王子
戏里面的那只白马很帅 我好像爱上它了
哈哈 被朋友笑fall in love with a horse
那种感觉还蛮怪的
这整部戏很幽默
让原本难过的我开心不少
好想再看多一次 如果可以的话
也好希望这部戏
能让一些和我一样心情不好的人重拾笑容
废废的一天 过去了

废废日记

原来 写blog写得那么随心所欲

也是一件很幸福的事

可惜 我不是那种会花一整天来设计blog的人

因为我懒

我一直深信

简单的字语 能胜过一切

（不要怀疑，这只是借口）

没有很特别的心情

没有很特别的感受

只是 很想写blog

天天写 天天写 仅此而已

很废吧 我知道

因为现在的我正是个过着废废生活的废人

假期就是这么一回事

窗外的天空很蓝

我想 稍微整理一下

我的blog应该就能公诸于世了

现在的 太乱 太多秘密

恩 还想写什么呢

应该没了

今天天气很好

没上课真是浪费了

这种天气 加上老师的催眠曲

应该可以睡得很舒服

恩 就这样

我又要去睡了

废废日记1~结束~~