<h2>NORMAL</h2>

its 9:41pm

5 hours n 49 minutes to go

till my class trip

i should b in bed now

but i juz cant sleep

i m not excited

nor anxious

neither agitated

its an indescribable feeling

this could b my last trip wif my frens in msia

when i thought about this fact

my happy mood to go to this trip seems to b gone

i really hope tat time could stop rite now

juz for a while

or even one second

i really need to calm down

I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED
what kinda feeling should i bring along during the trip?

happy?that is definitely not my true feeling

sad?that may influence the others too

angry?funny...why should i go to a trip wif an angry mood?

MAN its driving me nuts

though they might not all my best frens

but no doubt they r the one who accompanied me the most in 2010

i really dun bare to c them treat me peculiarly

i wanna b juz lik normal

juz lik school times

we talk. we laugh. we tease.

wif no other feeling

juz the simplest HAPPY SMILE

i wan everybody to b lik tat tomorrow

n the day after

every n every day in the future

thats the JM3REN class i know

ya. normal. thats what i wan

hope GOD this ll b a safe n sound trip

n wish HAPPINESS ll always b by their side

my dearest frens

HAPPY EVERYDAY~