its 9:41pm
5 hours n 49 minutes to go
till my class trip
i should b in bed now
but i juz cant sleep
i m not excited
nor anxious
neither agitated
its an indescribable feeling
this could b my last trip wif my frens in msia
when i thought about this fact
my happy mood to go to this trip seems to b gone
i really hope tat time could stop rite now
juz for a while
or even one second
i really need to calm down
I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED
what kinda feeling should i bring along during the trip?
what kinda feeling should i bring along during the trip?
happy?that is definitely not my true feeling
sad?that may influence the others too
angry?funny...why should i go to a trip wif an angry mood?
MAN its driving me nuts
though they might not all my best frens
but no doubt they r the one who accompanied me the most in 2010
i really dun bare to c them treat me peculiarly
i wanna b juz lik normal
juz lik school times
we talk. we laugh. we tease.
wif no other feeling
juz the simplest HAPPY SMILE
i wan everybody to b lik tat tomorrow
n the day after
every n every day in the future
thats the JM3REN class i know
ya. normal. thats what i wan
hope GOD this ll b a safe n sound trip
n wish HAPPINESS ll always b by their side
my dearest frens
HAPPY EVERYDAY~
