8th June 2011. A very special night.
i'm wanted, by the guy i craved long ago.
yes, the guy, i loved.
and most importantly, he did so in return.
That makes me secured, indeed. :)
All i want to say is that
i've no idea where this courage come from
but there is one thing i'm confident in
we once suffered, once silenced, and now
WE CAN LAST, LONG ENOUGH I HOPE :)
i'm yours. <3
我对我们有信心。2011年6月8日。:)
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
F.U.N.N.Y
okayyyyyyyy
practically what just happened was, I'd REACHED HOME.
home, as in MY home, the one in malaysia, the one in muar.
yes, i'm back babe. :)
i know it sounds a bit unfit to the situation now
but it just somehow feels like a dream.
as if when i woke up the next morning, everything will change.
i'll be back, lying on my shitty super hard-based double decker
suffering from the super useless fan which doesn't provide any coolness
wake up facing my super small study table
with a super inconspicuous table lamp on the top
as well as the SUPER DUPER frightening cleanliness of the so called "public toilet"
and, to be frank
i really couldn't take this sudden assault of joke anymore, i just simply can't
all I ever craved for these few months is returning home
throwing myself into the hug of my family and enjoy the moment of blissfulness
even just a glimpse, I could be satisfied
yet, now, i obtained more than i wished for
i'm lying comfortably on MY queen size bed (not double decker anymore)
enjoying the breeze of air-con (not inefficient tradition fan anymore)
with a typical office table beside me (not super small study table anymore)
having MY own washroom just next door (not public toilet anymore)
HOWEVER, i feel insecure, awkward, uneasy, restless, disturbed,troubled, strained, discomfited, ill at ease, woebegone...
by the comfort i'm enjoying now?
what the freaking heck is happening to me?!
(4:30am)
yup, early in the morning
i'm still awake, suffering of insomnia
because of the extra easiness i'd never enjoyed for the past few months
what a great job you'd done EMMY TAY
so now, basically, i'm agonizing of the over-coolness of the air-con
which drove me shivering under the thickness of my comforter
facing a screen, with my almost-frozen fingers dancing on the keypad
FULLY AWAKE
freak, so side-effects do come anyway
good, what a beautiful unasleep night (okay, morning)
(4:43am)
so, good morning guys? i guess.
practically what just happened was, I'd REACHED HOME.
home, as in MY home, the one in malaysia, the one in muar.
yes, i'm back babe. :)
i know it sounds a bit unfit to the situation now
but it just somehow feels like a dream.
as if when i woke up the next morning, everything will change.
i'll be back, lying on my shitty super hard-based double decker
suffering from the super useless fan which doesn't provide any coolness
wake up facing my super small study table
with a super inconspicuous table lamp on the top
as well as the SUPER DUPER frightening cleanliness of the so called "public toilet"
and, to be frank
i really couldn't take this sudden assault of joke anymore, i just simply can't
all I ever craved for these few months is returning home
throwing myself into the hug of my family and enjoy the moment of blissfulness
even just a glimpse, I could be satisfied
yet, now, i obtained more than i wished for
i'm lying comfortably on MY queen size bed (not double decker anymore)
enjoying the breeze of air-con (not inefficient tradition fan anymore)
with a typical office table beside me (not super small study table anymore)
having MY own washroom just next door (not public toilet anymore)
HOWEVER, i feel insecure, awkward, uneasy, restless, disturbed,troubled, strained, discomfited, ill at ease, woebegone...
by the comfort i'm enjoying now?
what the freaking heck is happening to me?!
(4:30am)
yup, early in the morning
i'm still awake, suffering of insomnia
because of the extra easiness i'd never enjoyed for the past few months
what a great job you'd done EMMY TAY
so now, basically, i'm agonizing of the over-coolness of the air-con
which drove me shivering under the thickness of my comforter
facing a screen, with my almost-frozen fingers dancing on the keypad
FULLY AWAKE
freak, so side-effects do come anyway
good, what a beautiful unasleep night (okay, morning)
(4:43am)
so, good morning guys? i guess.
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