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holiday is really a major annoyence

lolz.....really boring ar~~!

not feeling quite well either

haHA~but went to SANGA for gathering last nite

really enjoyed it vry much

the steamboat last nite was quite tasty too

fuew~~~

ate endlessly last nite

haHA~felt lik the tummy was gonna burst

ate happily...talked happily...laughed happily

haHA~felt lik so inmate

though we hav not seen one another for some time

thanks to EMERSON n his unstopable MOUTH

lol...damn evil~

haHA~n funny too~

KL really hav made him a different person i think

haHA~

no doubt for it

erm.....

tis gathering is actually organized by TAT PERSON

lol...but i m getting used to it oredi

afterall...we still meet each other everyday

in the same class

but never thought tat the feeling ll b so...

strange?i think

well...juz act normally

tats all i can do~

feuw~~~^^

想了很多

thought about many things these days

thanks to the boring holidays==

hav nothing to do

though i noe i hav a big pile of work waiting for me

but....

juz dun hav the mood to care about tat

wat a lazy person i m huh~

laid on my bed

staring at the spinning fan

my soul seems to b coming out from my body

n roam aimlessly in the air

as if its gonna vanish in the next second

n i ve thought

wat if...i m too vanish

totally disappear in tis world

in tis universe

n by then

there wont b a person called EMMY in everybody's mind

neither my family

my fren

or the person i cared about

kinda abstract rite?

its really hard to imagine if i m no longer in tis world

if it really happens

then...who ll i b?

where ll i b?

what ll i b?

in conclusion...

i really found tat i dun noe myself

neither my mind did

who exactly am i?

is it tat necessary for me to live

in tis changing world?

wat if...i really vanished suddenly

it wont change anything rite?

everybody ll b acting juz lik normal

laugh as usual

talk as usual

juz..there is no more EMMY

no influnce...i think

haHA

wat am i thinking

looks lik i m really going nuts

@_@