thought about many things these daysthanks to the boring holidays==
hav nothing to do
though i noe i hav a big pile of work waiting for me
but....
juz dun hav the mood to care about tat
wat a lazy person i m huh~
laid on my bed
staring at the spinning fan
my soul seems to b coming out from my body
n roam aimlessly in the air
as if its gonna vanish in the next second
n i ve thought
wat if...i m too vanish
totally disappear in tis world
in tis universe
n by then
there wont b a person called EMMY in everybody's mind
neither my family
my fren
or the person i cared about
kinda abstract rite?
its really hard to imagine if i m no longer in tis world
if it really happens
then...who ll i b?
where ll i b?
what ll i b?
in conclusion...
i really found tat i dun noe myself
neither my mind did
who exactly am i?
is it tat necessary for me to live
in tis changing world?
wat if...i really vanished suddenly
it wont change anything rite?
everybody ll b acting juz lik normal
laugh as usual
talk as usual
juz..there is no more EMMY
no influnce...i think
haHA
wat am i thinking
looks lik i m really going nuts
@_@
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