<h2>为什么</h2>

haiz.....cant sleep last nite...dunno why...
explore the net till 2 or 3 onli go 2 bed....
then wake up at 6 the next morning pulak....
lolz....sot d lol me....tis entire week....
smtimes sleep the whole day.....smtimes tired cant sleep pulak.....
went 2 school earlier in the morning....
then everybody looking at me as if the sun is not rising anymore.....
haiz....wat is happening on me man????
acting strangely 4 most of the time....
mayb no one noticed it.....
but.....still....
y cant i juz stop treating myself........unnormal?
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haiz.....
4get it....i noe i hav the answer oredi....
but....still not dun wanna admit it.....really...
cos...tis feeling....is scary....n confusing 2....
though it happened since a few years ago.....
but.............haiyo...dunno lah.....
i juz cant get used 2 it.....
when smn...or sth....is not around me....
i found tat i cant even make things rite.....
cos....smwhere....inside...is missing....
i dunno wat is it....
n i dun wanna noe it 2.....
i juz hope tat tis feeling ll disapear....
as soon as possible....
cos i noe....I CANT HAV IT!!!
it is impossible....everyone knows it....
so...y should i still drag myself in2 tat kind of trouble?
it is complicating....n troublesome....
i should realize it....
but...y?y m i feeling so blank?
y m i feeling lik i m not me anymore?
i should not b worrying about it rite....
I DUN EVEN FIT 2.....
so y?emmy tay y???
wat on earth r u thinking?
wat......is happening 2 me.....