<h2>破碎了</h2>

today,i scolded her

the person who i loved......

in the past

i obeyed every of her decisions

included those hurting ones

i can still remember tat nite clearly

the sound she opened her room door

shouted n quarreled wif tat man

n left

onli the sound of anger tat sped off the house

still resounding in my nightmares

n tat moment

i m in my room

sitting in the corner

doing nothing

not because i dont

is because i cant

i cant do anything to stop her leaving

the onli thing, is cry

i din sleep tat night

it is too quiet for me to sleep

its dark

my soul has been soaking in tears the whole nite

n now, so do i

when, when ll she change tat self-centred beheviour of hers?

when ll she stopped treating herself lik tat?

when ll she start to lov herself more than others?

i m furious

n tats why, i lost control

tat feeling is really indescribable

watching the person u loved treating herself lik tat

but u cant do nothing

except for keeping quiet

n sit in the corner

crying on yor own

tis is the second time

but she ll never know

i really hoped tat the third time ll never happen

tat feeling of scolding her is really bad

please

my heart is bleeding

please